And that I need to be more grateful for them.
And appreciate what I have.
Rather than wishing for what I don't.
Because, sometimes, someone else wants to be just like me.
Have what I have.
And they can't imagine what I could have to complain about, because I have:
A family.
A husband.
Children.
**Cade told me today, "I love Mommy!" Made my heart melt a little inside. And then he said it again and again and again. I appreciate moments like that. They make me feel like I'm doing okay at this whole parenting thing.
A place to live.
A job.
Food in the fridge.
A working A/C**
**we don't right now. Waiting until tomorrow so it can get fixed. At least its only 90 out.
Faith.
Love.
So tonight, I am grateful. Rather than wishing to be someone/something else. Tonight I am happy that I am me. That I am where I am. That I am what I am, working on trying to be better, but still happy with who I am and what I'm becoming.
**sometimes, in an effort to share more feelings and thoughts, I tend to get a little negative. But if my blog does get read by my children, I want them to also know how much I enjoyed and loved them as well.
Aaron, Jackson, and I at Morgan's wedding, August 2011, Jackson still has all those delicious arm-rolls. |
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